deep thoughts

 Oh where should i start? Em okay, I don't really know what really happened to me nowadays. Since we're very closed together, i do find that it is fine with me. But there's something I don't really know like what is it going to be if this thing would never be ended or it wont bring anything better than being a loser. When i asked myself, i couldnt make any conclusion on how much i like our situation here, but the only thing that crossed my mind is i am chuffed now and still be there for someone who need a shoulder to cry on :) and oh okay, I am me and there is nobody that could change for who I am.People feels comfortable with me because of myself that is more natural. And for that, i think i would not just sit there and let other person came just between us and there is it, a chaos! *chuckles. Now i have to admit that, yeah! fight for love isnt bad at all :) so i will fight for it.*laughs


nurhaziqah : b, you jgn laa buat mcm takde ape yg berlaku. just express yourself! :D
me : b, i tak pernah buat anything stupid lah.
nurhaziqah : omg! to express yourself out, you ckp stupid? smp ke tua laa you stay mcm nie.
me : ade jodoh, insyaAllah tak kemane :D
nurhaziqah : suka hati you laa b, itu ayat org suka mengalah! come on babe, just fight for it.
me : i dont fight for love. *grinned
nurhaziqah : yeah. me too. but it was before and i dh dpt balasan. i got NOTHING at all b.
me : tapi you ade emoq kan?
nurhaziqah : tuu sbb i bodoh tak cuba dptkan ape yg i nak :(
me : b. emoq syg u sgt! i pun kalau bole bia laa dpt mcm ape you ade. :))
nurhaziqah : b, you tak fhm. it is better to be with someone u really like than having smeone that only popped out from nowhere and tell you that he wants you.
me : for me, thats better laa.
nurhaziqah : okay, i do love emoq now, but i dont think i can forget the one that actually there in my heart since the beginning :( i just dont want you to be like me. haih 
me : you will someday. oh dont worry! i never complained, so i guess if that thing happened to me,i'll accept it as my only fate :)
nurhaziqah : maybe and MAYBE NOT. you just dont see the bad things yet b. anyway, just good luck! ily.


p/s : eqa, thanks. :)